This is a great song by a band I'm going to be seeing in August : )
It's generally a bad thing when you haven't slept in two days, right?
The strange thing is that I'm not tired.
I've also bitten my fingernails down to the quick.
Generally insomnia and nail biting is a sign I'm stressed...but I'm not.
I have nothing to be worried or anxious about.
Maybe my mind is keeping secrets from me?
(This isn't important but I just realized that I never had problems with insomnia until I started high school. I don't care what anyone says, I believe that the majority of teenage insomnia is caused by stress related to school. I mean we have so much homework and then we have extracurriculars. I could probably be on a regular sleeping schedule if it weren't for theatre but then what the hell do I put on my college application? They'd just assume I was lazy and got all those As from sitting on my ass since I had nothing to be involved in. And Summer is hardly a break from it all, we have to worriedly await our results from AP testing while doing our Summer reading that we will be tested on in the first week of school. And unless your friends are in your classes, you'll only really see them a few times a year. I'm suprised I've even gotten this far without having a nervous breakdown.) Haha. So maybe I've been more stressed than I thought. Didn't even realize it.
I honestly have no idea why I post so many blogs. I'm fairly certain you're the only person who ever reads my posts Tim. Which is in no way a bad thing, I love that you take time to read my boring posts, I just know you don't check them often so I feel bad for posting like three in a day and giving you more to read. It's a little past five right now...I think I'm going to start writing a short story. I'm going to make it my goal to finish a short story by the end of summer since I generally seem to give up on my stories. Suggestions would be awesome...I always seem to get stuck in the middle so maybe some help would be good for me.
Well first off, I'm sorry you're stressed! >.< Though I was amused by your self-analysis led to a probable reason for the stress. =P And I do agree. The amount of homework we got from the multiple teachers, projects that would have to be worked on at the same time, the amount of books you have to carry around, it was insane.
ReplyDeleteAwws, if I'm the only one then why aren't you telling your friends about this blog? I'm sure they care about you just as I do, which is why I read them. I like what you have to say, and they are not "boring" in the least. ^.^
I know I don't check often.. And I apologize for that.. I'll have to check more often then! ^.^ I rarely ever make blog posts so I can totally see people stop reading the blog, assuming I've completely stopped lol. But anyways, don't feel bad about your multiple blog posts.. 1 a day, 100 a day, I'll read them all happily, regardless. =P
Short story's are fun. I have no idea how to help unless it was a specific question, but I'd just aim a short story about love. =P Since you liked those post secrets, why not make some sort of short story about a suicidal girl holding on for something?