Saturday, May 16, 2009

Nevermind.

Fuck it.
I give up.
Everytime I think things are going to start being easier on me, they just get worse.
I'm done for now.
I'll start caring about shit again on June 19th.
Until then, I'll just always hope for the worst.
That way, things can only get better.

Sorry.
I know I complain a lot about being stressed, I am very stressed but I really don't hate it. I like being busy, it gives me something to do. The reason I'm complaining is because it's just been harder lately, I'm used to stressing over one specific thing and right now it's everything and I haven't slept in a couple days and...there's just a lot going on. It could be worse, so I shouldn't complain, it's not like I'm dying or ill. Again, sorry I complain so much and will probably continue to complain for a couple weeks.

Well...now it's almost 6 on Saturday and instead of sleeping in I have to be at my school at 9. Fun :/

1 comment:

  1. I don't mind you complaining at all.. I'm always listening, am I not? =P And honestly talking with you is awesome.. No matter what it's about, even if it's just venting/ranting.

    I am sorry that things have been getting harder.. =/ *Hugs* I hope you get, at the very least, a break from it all soon... Like, maybe everything will let off and you'll be stress free for a little bit.

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